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14, 2002 Dear Michelle, I wanted to take some time to do something a little special for you this Valentines Day. I know these past few months have been the most difficult time of your life. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I wish I could do something to make this terrible hurt go away! The only thing I can do, is comfort, love you and tell you everything will be ok. Although it seems like things will never be ok, someday soon, with the help of God, you will find peace and comfort in the loss of your Mom. As a husband, I have to apologize for my selfish behavior. At times, I haven't been there to comfort and help you. I realize now, how wrong it is for me to keep saying "you need to be happier and find some peace with this". It really is ok to feel the way you do. It's only natural. You loved and cared for your Mom so deeply- and she felt the same about you and all of her children. As much as you miss her, keep in mind, she is still with you every single day! She is your guardian angel now and she will help guide you and our family the rest of our lives. Before I go, I want you to know just how much you mean to me. Everyday, I tell you "I love you". But sometimes, when I say these words, it comes out so casually and out of habit there doesn't seem to be a lot of meaning to it. For this, I'm sorry! When I say I love you Michelle, this is what I really mean to say...... I love you with all my heart and soul. I love you more than you can imagine. I love you now and always. I love you more today than I did yesterday but not as much as I will tomorrow! This is how I really feel about you and always have since the first day I met you nearly 13 years ago! I thank
God everyday for putting you in my life. I thank him for Jaclyn
and for our soon to come 2nd daughter. You three mean the world to
me!
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